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Fifteen days till Christmas and not a shopping day in sight. I don't know what I'd get anyone anyway. Get the tin man a brain and the cowardly lion some balls. Things got all weird and crappier in the past month. Why is it that Discedo has depressing Christmases? I mean, everyday in this place is generally depressing, but this time of year is worse. Worse things go on. It sucks.

I need to go dumpster diving again. We're running out of paper and some other things.

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Current Mood: worried

Rika's come back. It's sick, but I'm relieved. I'm so damn caught up in this place that it's starting to feel like home. Probably because I've got nothing to go back to. Nothing good anyway. I mean there's Corny and maybe Roiben, but making out doesn't mean we're dating or anything. I want to, I, really want to, but I don't even know if it would work out or anything.

Then there's Ellen and grandmom. There's no damn way grandmom's going to take me being some freak well. I don't think I can ever tell her. And Ellen, I doubt she'd ever forgive me. I mean I'm not ... I'm not me I guess. I'm not Kaye Fierch. I'm some nameless faerie that took Kaye Fierch's face and life.

I'm going to miss Christmas again. I'm going to miss it and they're not even going to know. I guess this is what it's going to be like from now on. I really ... wish someone from home were here.

Current Mood: crappy
Current Location: The lake

What did the inflatable teacher at the inflatable school say to the inflatable child caught holding a pin?
You let me down, you let your friends down, you let your school down but most of all... you let yourself down.

Really funny guys. Thanks for the reminder of home. ~~Like I need to be reminded that I'm in this place, alone. That it's the first Christmas since Janet's death. That Ellen and my grandmother are at home and I can't get back. Yeah, fuck you too.~~ I left everyone's gifts at the soup kitchen. They're really not that great, but I hope you guys like them. Oh, and the whole snow fairy thing. Nice touch. Right wings, wrong species.

Early resolution. I'm going to go to the library and rescue some of the books. This is bullshit.

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Current Mood: blah
Current Location: Her apartment

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